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Saturday, October 13, 2012

Grace All Around


In the Episcopal Church, we have a series of small prayers called Collects.  (The accent is on the first syllable, but they are called collects because they collect or gather the thoughts of the people.) There's one appointed for each Sunday of the Church Year.  Collects offer to God a prayer that often focuses on one aspect of God, and asks God's help for us to behave in a certain way as a result of our growing awareness of that aspect of God's --shall we say?--character.   The result is a small prayer that is quite specific in its focus yet applicable to the lives of everyone who has gathered for worship.   

What is fascinating is that, for the long seasons between Epiphany and Lent and between Pentecost and Advent  that are sometimes called "Ordinary Time,"  the Collect of the Day is not intentionally related in any way to the readings from the Bible that are appointed by our three-year Lectionary cycle.   Often these readings bump up in very interesting ways with the readings.  

Tomorrow at All Saints' we will read the passage where Jesus reflects on the place of money and wealth in the life of someone who might seek to follow him.  Instead of regarding wealth as a sign that God is rewarding the deserving, Jesus sees it as an impediment to entering the Kingdom of God.  So, if the poor are "godforsaken" and the rich can't get into the Kingdom any easier than a camel can pass through the eye of a needle, Jesus' disciples' ask,  who CAN enter the Kingdom of God?  Jesus answers that it's humanly impossible.  But with God, ALL things are possible.  Even the rich may inherit the Kingdom of God. Even the poor may find themselves welcome there.  Even you.  Even I.  And that is God's grace at work, God's tendency to love before anyone must show him or herself worthy of love.  It's all about grace. 

Here's the collect appointed for tomorrow (October 14, 2012):

Lord, we pray that your grace may always precede and
follow us, that we may continually be given to good works;
through Jesus Christ our Lord, who lives and reigns with you
and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and for ever. Amen. 



Three years ago, as I reflected on how the collect and the Bible readings of the day came together, I wrote a the following poem. 

Thirty Seconds on a Sunday Morning

She stands up to lead the flock,
their heads bowed, 
some still settling in
to the business of worship,

To the stillness of worship
In the community that gathers
in Sunday morning darkness
in October in North Georgia.

She stretches out her hands,
evoking  spaciousness
making room, welcoming all
into God’s generosity.

She prays ancient words.
They speak of God’s grace.

In an eternity between syllables
she hears a dialogue
between herself and God,
riffing, jazzlike on the Collect’s contours:

She says to God:
“How I need your grace!
I can’t be alone in this need
to be at the meeting of mercy and love,
to taste this unimagined blessing.




God says to her:
“Here you ask for what
you surely know is true:
that my grace will
precede and follow you.

She prays for her flock:
“that, before we know where we are going
and after we have been there,
we may see
signs of God having been there already.

“And…” she thinks between other syllables---
“lest we gaze at God
like deer in the headlights
(before he runs us over?)

“Lest, caught in the glory of this holy instant,
we forget: that soon enough
we will walk out these doors
back into a world with pain--

She sighs.
“We must follow the logic of prayer
and be pushed
out of the nest of the Mother Hen
back into the world.”

Grace has this purpose:
that we may continually
be given—ah! we are the gift!--
to good works.

The grace first, then the works.